The absolute truth - Hoopstad

Hello to all

Am a decent and fun divorced man in search of something unique. Have encountered many women since my parting ways from my ex, each with their own individual history, circumstance and situation

It did get quite messy and confusing as I was myself in my own "circumstantial situation". Now I know I'm going to come across as either a liar or a madman, but what if I said to the world I am able to feel their emotions, read their thoughts and so on.

This however only occurs with those who are spiritually touched. Either positively or negatively. What if I said I am able to physically feel their energy as though it was my own? Positive or negative

Along the way there were and still are many energies all different and unique. This is why it can get bit messy and I become a confusing individual to understand to my people. Or maybe I just feel im confusing cos I'm acting out another's emotions not mine but still somehow the energy in me is able to manipulate that into something else that makes sense? I'm still unsure about this

Back to the point of this, I'm searching for one very special energy, one that will blow your mind away, as it did me. This is not a created energy, meaning it is not a part of creation, rather it is a part of the creator

It is out of this world. Something I've never felt before. It's a feeling lightness, purity and absolute joy. It's a totally pure sense where the mind and body feel as though it is here but not here. Have felt this only with two individuals

I'm trying to fit the last piece of this puzzle as to who had this special and unique energy. Was it in my homework or was it somewhere else a bit further

Have to know. This is something I have to know

The HOLY SPIRIT IS REAL

It exists in my religion though we do not give it much thought as we are the congregation of the final Prophet pbuh. However, it stands to reason, that if the Holy Spirit existed during the time of Jesus pbub, because he was created from the Holy Spirit itself, he was fatherless, then it only makes sense that it still exists today, as God's Spirit cannot diminish cannot end

I want to know the answer to this final piece of the puzzle regarding the women I've encountered. This is not the final piece to my puzzle

Who has the Holy Spirit and why. This will easily prove the entire story because regardless if one is a Muslim or not, if they have the Holy Spirit it will not prevent them from accepting Islam, as it is a part of islam itself

The Holy Spirit is pure, it is piety, it is virtuous, it is real

Is there anybody out there who can help me discover or find somebody who has it?